Can fuckoff this year, it's also my thirty-nineth birthday and it can fuckoff too. No, I'm not feeling particularly down, I'm just not into celebrating either occassion. Woo-Hoo, I'm a Mother to a dead child and I'm on the way to forty...Let's kill two miserable occassions on the same day shall we???
I hate being old. And I hate living and celebrating parenting with a child in Heaven. Enough said.
Avelyn is Eleven Years Old. (WHAT IS LIFE?!)
4 days ago